:.~RoaD To HappiNesS~.:

Nk nangess plak dgn kesadisan ayat my boss mr w. Knape masa kerja dia xde ckp mcm tu..masa argue tu siap cabar lagi ada la..maybe dia ingt sy xkan buat mcm tu kot sbb tu dia cabar cakap sy xkan dtg kerja kalau betul2 xminat .tp sy buat betul2 macam tu then bila smalam ponteng xmasuk kerja, mlm tu mesej kat leader inform xmasuk n xkan masuk sbb nk resign..my leader xde reply pun msj tu tp terus forward tu mr w..x disangka mr w terus call..sblum ni kalo mesej dia bukan nk reply pun tp ni siap call lagi..tp kebetulan masa dia call tu fon letak kt dlm bilik,so x dengar la n x answer la..kesian dia unreachable..maybe dia pikir sy sengaja x nk answer kot then dia antar mesej panjang berjela kat sy...terharu n kesian plak ayat dia tu mcm ni:

"Hello, Ainu. I received ur sms fwded by imah. I understand ur action taken; just my regret in pushing u take such an action. But u hv every chance to make it a proper end. Either u return to tender ur letter to me, gan or hr. Dont worry abt my question 2u coz no question anymore. Just let u finish it at once. I can nego with hr for ur quick release. And of course u hv every right to feedback and tell hr ur case. Hr will of coz need to understand ur case from ur side. U must hv d courage to express it. Don't worry about prejudice, hr not going to blame nor discriminate u. The blame wil b on me definitely n i don't intend to defend myself anyway coz i wil bear with it, whatever consequences to me. If u still decide not to turn up, at least u may still reachable by phone call from hr. Thank you."

Sy memang xboleh kalau org ckp macam tu especially bila dia mintak express je kt hr pasal dia n dia x akan defend diri dia dan terima je ape2 consequences..sy kesian kat dia jgk yelah sape la sy nk menghukum org sedangkan dia dh bnyk mengajar sy utk berfikir walaupun indirect way.so sorry mr w sy x salahkan mr w spenuhnya utk my action tp sy salahkan diri sy yg bnyk kelemahan dan x kuat utk adapt with the situation..mr w dh bnyk tlg sy dan nk resign ni pon skali lagi dia tlg dgn nego with hr for quick release yg mna xde lagi dlm my department buat sblum ni..thanks a lot..apapun dia masih sudi nk jumpa ngan sy walaupun utk hantar resign letter je..sy dh inform akan masuk ofis jmaat ni utk settle outstanding item dan pulangkan uniform..tp...... segan dan malu yg teramat skrg ni utk masuk ofis...xtau nk buat muka mcm mna bila smua org dh tau.. wait n see jela jmaat ni apa jd nmpknya...semoga dipermudahkan urusan semuanya sblum blik beraya mnggu depan... aminnn...