Lately, I'm quite active in posting entry in my blog. why?? just one reason, i have no one to talk face to face with me. Even telco gave me unlimited call and unlimited data access, its still not able to give me such happiness deep in my heart. No use of unlimited call if u dont have a person who can hangout with u all the time over the phone when u need to tell ur stupid story, ur sad story, ur scary story, ur happy story or ur secret story because they also have their own life.. I just dont want to interrupt someone life with my messy story. Just let it be. I rather choose my 'silence friend' which is my blog to express everything, but not all actually. still left some story with me without expose it. just keep myself for my experience and i can help others who need me by my experience. That is the only reason behind. I only have my laptop and phone to chat with myself, to express my feeling and to cry together when watch a movie..hehe.. One more minor reason is, this blog is not such famous blog which the public always read. Only few readers coincidentally maybe read the entry. so i'm free to post anything i want to say. And my closest person also not familiar (or dont know maybe) the existence of this blog. But in case if they still can read my post, maybe after few years from my entry posted.
Me?
Monday, April 11, 2016
Actually i'm such a good stalker too when i feel missing someone either my family or friends, I'll not call them directly but i just stalk them from far such as see their activity in fb, ig, etc.. this is what we called as "hati macho tp ada taman". apa yg sy buat bila rindu? sy hanya mampu berdoa agar dia selamat, bahagia dan sentiasa di bawah keberkatan Allah walau dimana pun dia berada..
kenapa tiba2 nk tulis feeling2 ni??? it is because today i feel i miss someone but i dont think 'dia' miss me because i know who i am. just a small ant around a big elephant. (my own proverb).. i'm not sure why i quite sensitive and cannot control my emotion lately, it is not just a normal sensitive, but the weird one.. normally i just let it go, but this time I can't. dah start layan bnyk K-drama kot skrg bila duk sorg2 ni...biane~~
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