alkisahnya....


How i miss the moment.....


Rindu nya nk mandi mcm budak2 ni....tambah lagi musim panas mcm skrg ni..mesti best giler brendam dlm air sungai ni..dulu2 slalu mndi sungai tiap ari mcm aktivit rutin harian je masa kecik.. Panggil geng ramai2 sbb nya nk g main kt sungai.. Permainan femes masa tu adalah "berambat kekeng" iaitu main kejar2 pastu bila kna sentuh mesti beku sambil kna kangkang. Pastu nk cair balik kna ada someone menyurup atau masuk bawah kangkang baru blh gerak. Memang sesuai main game ni kat sungai sbb senang nk masuk kangkang tu dgn berenang je.kalo pandai nyorok pastu slow2 berenang g nyurup bawah kangkang yg kna beku tu lagi best sbb org yg kejar x nampak x perasan ada org dlm air..hoho seronok sgt masa kecik.. Tp skarg hanya mampu tgk je la bdk2 main ni..



Beginner of Credit card


Kredit kad? Dulu2 masa xkerja tgk org soping pakai kredit kad rasa macam Wowwww mesti dia ni org kaya... Rupanya xsemestinya org kaya yg pakai kredit kad sbb istilah kredit tu sendiri pun hutang kan..bila kerja baru faham..kuno la ainu ni.. Then datang la mindset xnk guna cc sbb nya xnk tambah hutang kan. Beli je la mengikut kemampuan. Xckup duit nk beli barang tu senyap je la..tp mindset tu dah berubah sekelip mata bila terbaca bnyk review pasal cc ni. Rupanya dia bukan nya tujuan utk tambah hutang tp bnyk benefit kalau pandai guna.. Yg penting iman kna kuat, kawal nafsu bila nk soping tu.. So skrg sy dh berjinak ngan cc jgk. Baru je nk apply aeonbig cc sebab terpengaruh ngan iklan kat aeon big oleh kerana ari2 dtg aeon big. Ni la bahaya kalo ofis dkt ngan mall. Ari2 g mkn kt aeonbig pastu merayap tgk brg2 aeon big jap lepas mkn. So oleh krana bnyk benefit kalo pakai eonbig cc bagi aeonbig fan, apply la satu. Dan yg penting akan cuba ctrl diri supaya xlebih limit yg biasa spend stiap bulan sbb nk pakai cc ni bukan nk tmbh utang tp nk dpt benefit je..masa nk apply tu tny abang kt kaunter tu, blh x nk limit 2k je sbulan then abg tu buat muka plik sbb dia ckp biasanya org akan tny nk increase limit tp sy nk decrease limit.. Xboleh xpe2, Janji dgn diri sendiri nk spend macam biasa cuma tukar pakai kredit je. Cash tu simpan nanti guna utk byr balik nanti. So dpt collect point bnyk2 nanti dpt redeem hadiah lagi..drpd spend cash tp xde ape2 . . Janji jgn over sudahhhh la..cth nya kalo biasa sbulan spend rm150 utk petrol by cash, apa kata simpan 150 tu then swipe credit card masa isi petrol.point dpt n rebate pon ada utk certain cc depend pd kad tu la mcm aeonbig cc ni stiap ahad dpt rebat tu..jdi isilah petrol ari ahad..haaa cenggitu...

Me?


Lately, I'm quite active in posting entry in my blog. why?? just one reason, i have no one to talk face to face with me. Even telco gave me unlimited call and unlimited data access, its still not able to give me such happiness deep in my heart. No use of unlimited call if u dont have a person who can hangout with u all the time over the phone when u need to tell ur stupid story, ur sad story, ur scary story, ur happy story or ur secret story because they also have their own life.. I just dont want to interrupt someone life with my messy story. Just let it be. I rather choose my 'silence friend' which is my blog to express everything, but not all actually. still left some story with me without expose it. just keep myself for my experience and i can help others who need me by my experience. That is the only reason behind. I only have my laptop and phone to chat with myself, to express my feeling and to cry together when watch a movie..hehe.. One more minor reason is, this blog is not such famous blog which the public always read. Only few readers coincidentally maybe read the entry. so i'm free to post anything i want to say. And my closest person also not familiar (or dont know maybe) the existence of this blog. But in case if they still can read my post, maybe after few years from my entry posted.


Actually i'm such a good stalker too when i feel missing someone either my family or friends, I'll not call them directly but i just stalk them from far such as see their activity in fb, ig, etc.. this is what we called as "hati macho tp ada taman".  apa yg sy buat bila rindu? sy hanya mampu berdoa agar dia selamat, bahagia dan sentiasa di bawah keberkatan Allah walau dimana pun dia berada.. 
kenapa tiba2 nk tulis feeling2 ni??? it is because today i feel i miss someone but i dont think 'dia' miss me because i know who i am. just a small ant around a big elephant. (my own proverb).. i'm not sure why i quite sensitive and cannot control my emotion lately, it is not just a normal sensitive, but the weird one.. normally i just let it go, but this time I can't. dah start layan bnyk K-drama kot skrg bila duk sorg2 ni...biane~~

MENCARI BAHAGIA


-perkongsian motivasi dari org yg bnyk bagi inspirasi dgn kata2 beliau..sy admire beliau..prof muhaya.

Apa yg kita faham dgn bahagia.
bahagia tu ada bnyak. Yg Prof ringkaskan ada 4 jenis,:
1) ada org ckp bahagia tu apa yg org boleh nampak yg kita ni bahagia.bila org kata kita bahagia, itulah kebahagian.

2) oda org ckp, sy bahagia tp sy terpaksa ambil benda haram utk bahagia. sy kena ambil dadah utk buat sy bahagia.

3) ada jg org ckp sy hanya bahagia bila suami syg sy, bila ank sy lulus exam, bila sy kawen dan macam2.

tp.....
sedarkah kita bahawa semua bahagia jenis tu adalah bahagia yg bersyarat.iaitu kita akan bahagia bila sesuatu berubah.
yg mana bahawa kita x mencapai bahagia yg sebenar.

bahagia yg sebenar adalah

4) bahagia dlm jiwa iaitu menuju falah. kita bahagia sebab kita islam. yg besyukur dgn nikmat Allah.
utk bahagia hari esok, kita kna bersyukur harini. jadi marilah kita audit diri kita adakah kita bahagia harini?
kalau kita x bahagia maksudnya kita adalah org yg x bersyukur semalam..

sekian...

Shopping di lelong.my.



Ni pesanan utk org yg suka beli brg kat lelong. Arini baru tau pasal netpay ni padahal sblum ni dh bnyk kali deal ngan lelong tp ni 1st time jumpa seller yg ada option paymnt netpay.xtau la knape kluar netpay bila nk proceed payment tu ke memang smua buyer ada mcm tu tp xprasan tu xtau la sbb excited nk beli brg tu sampai xbaca abih tp terus proceed payment. Nk dijadikan kisahnya masa dpt emel confirmation order tu memang betul la total yg kna byr ngan postage skali tp bila klik kat netpay, then kluar popup cimbclick tu tulis lain plak total kna byr. Masa tu dlm rm2 la kna byr lebih. Then byr je la tp xtau tu caj apa..bila settle byr then check kat status tu dia bg summary paymnt kita.. Masa tu baru tau yg byr lebih tu rupa rupanya caj utk guna netpay. Omaigod ni la akibat nya bila buat bnda membuta tuli je. Haha tu la nk excited sgt.then bila bkk balik page lelong yg iklan barang tu baru prasan seller tu ada tulis remark siap warna merah lagi pasal cara byr. Dia dh remark kat situ sila byr direct ke bank seller tanpa guna netpay!!! Aduiii knpa la xbaca abih dlu..inilah ainu. Jgn jd macam ainu. Pandai taktik dia ni, yg netpay tu besar2 je button dia tp other payment kecik je. So mestilah pilih yg besar lagi bersuluh tu.. Okeh lesson for today.!!