Td lepas subuh gatai sgt nk sambung tido.. Cuti katakan.. Lepas solat subuh tu memang mata xnk lelap je tp saje baringkan badan sambil main enfon then xtau bila sampai terlelap. Pastu tuttttt tiba tersedar dari tidur matahari dh menyucuk rupanya. Tersedar tiba2 tu sbb nya mimpi yg plik, xpernah ag sblum ni. Iaitu x pasal2 operator kt tempat kerja masuk mimpi. Mimpi mcm ni, Dia nk mintak edit drawing tp ak xboleh nk proceed kerja sbb xselesa ngan sakit gigi.. Lepas tu masa nk g toilet tu satu persatu gigi patah.ya Allah scary sgt.masa nk buang gg tu dlm tong sampah kira gg tu dalam 10 btg yg tercabut..apakah ini??? Yg hairan nya xde sikit pun darah keluar.. Lepas tu terus tejaga tiba2 nk nangis. Dlm hati ni bnyk2 berdoa pd Allah minta dijauhkan musibah atau malapetaka dlm keluargaku. Tp org kata mimpi lepas subuh ni mainan syaitan kan..mintak2 itu hanyalah mainan tidur semata.. Ye, mainan tidur semata mata..kalo mimpi2 yg bahagia, yg indah tu selalu berharap bukan mainan tidur semata mata tp yg ni mmg harap mainan tidur. Itu lah akibatnya sape suh sambung tido lepas subuh... Semoga semuanya selamat. InsyaAllah..
How i miss the moment.....
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Me?
Lately, I'm quite active in posting entry in my blog. why?? just one reason, i have no one to talk face to face with me. Even telco gave me unlimited call and unlimited data access, its still not able to give me such happiness deep in my heart. No use of unlimited call if u dont have a person who can hangout with u all the time over the phone when u need to tell ur stupid story, ur sad story, ur scary story, ur happy story or ur secret story because they also have their own life.. I just dont want to interrupt someone life with my messy story. Just let it be. I rather choose my 'silence friend' which is my blog to express everything, but not all actually. still left some story with me without expose it. just keep myself for my experience and i can help others who need me by my experience. That is the only reason behind. I only have my laptop and phone to chat with myself, to express my feeling and to cry together when watch a movie..hehe.. One more minor reason is, this blog is not such famous blog which the public always read. Only few readers coincidentally maybe read the entry. so i'm free to post anything i want to say. And my closest person also not familiar (or dont know maybe) the existence of this blog. But in case if they still can read my post, maybe after few years from my entry posted.
MENCARI BAHAGIA
-perkongsian motivasi dari org yg bnyk bagi inspirasi dgn kata2 beliau..sy admire beliau..prof muhaya.
Apa yg kita faham dgn bahagia.
bahagia tu ada bnyak. Yg Prof ringkaskan ada 4 jenis,:
1) ada org ckp bahagia tu apa yg org boleh nampak yg kita ni bahagia.bila org kata kita bahagia, itulah kebahagian.
2) oda org ckp, sy bahagia tp sy terpaksa ambil benda haram utk bahagia. sy kena ambil dadah utk buat sy bahagia.
3) ada jg org ckp sy hanya bahagia bila suami syg sy, bila ank sy lulus exam, bila sy kawen dan macam2.
tp.....
sedarkah kita bahawa semua bahagia jenis tu adalah bahagia yg bersyarat.iaitu kita akan bahagia bila sesuatu berubah.
yg mana bahawa kita x mencapai bahagia yg sebenar.
bahagia yg sebenar adalah
4) bahagia dlm jiwa iaitu menuju falah. kita bahagia sebab kita islam. yg besyukur dgn nikmat Allah.
utk bahagia hari esok, kita kna bersyukur harini. jadi marilah kita audit diri kita adakah kita bahagia harini?
kalau kita x bahagia maksudnya kita adalah org yg x bersyukur semalam..
sekian...
