again, lagi kisah pasal keje..ari2 msti ada story kat ofis yg xmau dikenang tp nk ditulis jgk as a memory even though kenangan pahit saje.. arini dh la msuk lewat pastu dept dh start meeting, so smpai je terus amik schedule planning bw masuk meeting. Msuk je meeting terus dpt turn kna explain daily activity planning as usual..dgn nafas tercungap cungap ag explain itu ini nasib baik leader x bnyk question. Lps je meeting kna jmpa manager yg garang tu to get approval utk my drawing. mindset ni ckp kejap je kot discuss ngan bos ni terus dpt sign sbb mcm dah xde mistake dlm dwg tp yg terbalik pulak jadinya.. explain skli then kna tembak itu ini..ada je dia jmpa careless mistake. g la edit sket then g jumpa dia balik, bila dia check ada lagi yg dia tny pastu xleh nk jawab dgn confidence so g la tny org lain dlu, dh dapat jwpan g explain kat dia balik.. tp dia xleh accept lagi sbb nk sruh tgk actual system dgn mata sendiri plak..don't rely to others katanya..aish penat la sy asyik ulang alik mengadap dia ni.. dah tu g la trun factory tgk machine tu.. tgk saje lah nk minta tlg masa tu xde sape.. bila g jmpa bos balik dia tny xde bukak ke machine tu...haihhh, mcm tu plak..penat la bos sy ulang alik mcm ni..dia ckp "as a designer u should understand from A to Z, this is not school anymore. U have to know ur own mistake,no need someone to tell ur mistake".bla bla bla pnjg lagi la... kalo la blh jwap geram nk jwb,kalo sy tau sy punya mistake,tu bukan lgi mistake.tp masalahnya kita xkan tau our mistake until someone inform us.
entah kali keberapa dh jumpa dia pg tu saja semata mata nk dptkan sign dia je..masa last skali mengadap dia duk ceramah tu mata ni hampir nk pecah dh telaga tu..sket ag nk menitis tp kuatkan semangat fkir positif then alih muka kearah lain sambil buat2 batuk..nasib baik blh cover. Tp dia prasan kot sbb dia tny, ainu r u not comfortable?
Dgn hipokrit nya ckp i'm ok. Mcm xde common sense kot soklan tu, mungkin dia xtau kot prempuan ni sensitive..lps tu dia puN trus sign, sbb dia tgk muka kesian ke apa xtau..
Baru je nk rest projek dh hampir complete tiba2 dpt emel lain, " ainu pls attend this kick off meeting. this new project is awarded to u.." pening first projek x abis ag,tmbh lagi satu..aiyoooo pengsan la sy mcm ni..abis la tinggal tulang la nmpk gayanya..
Bukan senang nk survive kat sini..respect gile kat sape yg mampu survive dlm dept ni tp so far xde pun lagi yg mampu bertahan..
Seriously, i can't stand anymore laaaa.. but no one can help except myself, Allah and doa. happy time is just hypocrites..
